Showing posts from December, 2011

31 December 2011

How many times have I stand by my room window side, in the dark? It's been very long but it came to me again last night. Shedding tears which I haven't been able to cry for a long long time. Apart from crying when I watch movie, I can't recall the last time I cried, not even when my uncle passed away. When had I become so that I don't even know how to cry just because I don't want to, even when I feel like?

It's the last day of the year and I am feeling at lost (not because of love). So lost that I don't even know what I want to do next year. Who am I or who have I become? It's time to really give it a thought and most importantly to take action. I can't just dilute into my own illusion of reality. I finally have to succumb to the feelings that I have been suppressing for so long. I really have to decide a path that I want to take.

Thanks Mr Penguin and 爸爸 for having a talk with me even though I didn't completely open up. Revealing part of mysel…

2012 Resolution

Last weekend shopping came home with 1 dress, 1 skirt, 1 cloth, 1 pair of shoes, 2 accessories and other miscellaneous for daily usage (Eg: Contact lenses solution). Hehehe...♥ Such a shopaholic but don't worry, I am still in control. Keeping all those for next year CNY. Or maybe not the dress since it's all black.

Last time this year I was with my family, this time this year, I am with my family as well ♥ Lucky they are around. Feel sick not just physically but emotionally. Sigh... I don't even know what I am feeling. Personal or work? Both I think. Some times I wonder if anyone really sense what I am feeling even though everyone being saying that I look very cheerful.

It's almost end of the year and I should set my new year resolution fast. Actually I already have a few in mind including some carry forward from this year because they weren't achieved due to some reason...

Looking back at my last year's resolution post, before blogging about my resolution, a f…

New Facebook Layout

The new Facebook Timeline is awesome. You should try it out since they are making it a permanent change on 26 Dec ~ my bff birthday. So coincidence.

I just realized that in my friend list, only those who works in advertising or my mass communication class mates changed to the new Timeline and also younger cousins (below 15 years old). We are more daring especially those working in the advertising/creative line. We need to be brave enough to explore anything new and always try to be the first to create something new.

Look at this Wing Heong's digital. It's so creative:

A trailer:

The official website:

I am learning a lot of thing within this year. Love what I am learning and am able to look at thing differently. Also love the following ads from the Kancil Award. They are awesome: For full result, please visit the official link.

Mousedeer and the 80s X'mas

Thursday night, Kancil Award. Friday night Christmas. Drinking and drinking. Late night for 2 continuous day. Non stop supply of alcohol since 12pm in the office on a Friday. Such is the life of an advertiser. I was in the office til 12am last night. Three things in the life of agency people: alcohol, cigarette and late nights. This is extremely accurate and for me would be late nights and..... smoking (something that I hated a lot). Ain't much choice being an advertiser, you will eventually end up being one even though you are not a smoker.

This year is safer than last year's Christmas. No one asked me to drink any more. ^^ Even when I say I just want to drink fruit juice, they are alright with it. Pity Mr Penguin. Ever since the Crazy Tequila Night, everyone's been targeting to make him drunk. He was drunk and puking again yesterday. Can't do much but at least it ain't as bad as the previous time when he was completely knock out.

The theme of the Christmas party …

Secret Fear

Everyone has their own biggest fear. What's yours?

Mine could be something that you will laugh at but it's also my worst nightmare. I haven't have such nightmare for a long time but I had dreamt of roaches the other night. Whenever I think of cockroach, I sure see them at the streets and/or dream of it. Damn. I am so scare of it that Ray said that I might be the first one to die of heart attack because of cockroach (被蟑螂吓死).

It's not a secret. Any one who is a little closer to me will know that I am so scare of roaches. But the secret here is talking about Ronda Byrne Secret . The video was once shared in tutorial and I even read the book last month even though it's only a few chapters. I think it's quite true. It's about your thought. The one that decide whether you will be successful or not.

The gist will be something like this - if you keep thinking about a certain thing, that thing will happen. It's like I think of "cockroach", it will app…

Moving Thoughts

Sorry. I have been away for the whole week. Wasting my leave at home but it's a good thing as I get to accompany my parents for the whole week. Accompanied them to this thing called the "Longevitology". Sorry la but I don't trust it lor cause the stories told so over exaggerated.

Found my previous drawings and this thing called the "Moving Thought" that was shared among my brother's friends back in 2004 at the high school. I think this is worth sharing as they are meaningful quotes.

Those italic is the one that I like:

1) Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

2) When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often time we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

3) The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word and then wal…

Imprints Left

I always love this thought "certain people come into your life to help you reach another level and once their responsibility is done, they will walk off your life. They were there/here once in your life to help you learn/experience something."

 Always agreeable to it. I believe there's a reason God put someone in your life or taking them away from you (not just by death).

God sent this person to my life when he/she took away another important person in my life. This person accompanied me through my most difficult time; for a whole long year this person was by my side, make me feel better, make me realized the flaws in everything, that it's just a small matter losing someone; changed me, help me to grow up; help me to realized that I'm capable of being independent; who shares my problem, analyze it, providing me with solutions even if I never listen to them; who makes me see the world differently and a whole lot more.

I look forward to meet this friend. We met …